Me and Me Alone
No poem, writing or story today. Its me and my consciousness and my new reality. Sure the things I share are me at different times in my journey but this is today's journey. As I sit here and ponder what has become of a life I once had I realize my journey has changed yet once again. I am facing a new direction, part by choice and part by necessity. Many things have brought me to this new direction and new path, not just one thing or one person. I had a hand in this as painful as it has been, I took part. To realize this I feel is half the battle. But I am still caught in the anger and hurt. I am finding it hard to face some of what has become out of my pain and anger. My heart has been broken but I will not be broken by this. I feel and I know what has been done. I grapple with the meaning of all that has become of my journey, but I do not dispute where I am. For I know in someway for some reason I am meant to be here. Through the years the many things I have faced and that have