Bloggin After Dark........

Bloggin in the night. Bloggin in the darkness.

If you only knew me. If you only knew what I could really offer. My heart could beat for you. My body could keep rhythm just for you. But I will shield that from you. I can't go back to where I was. Can't stumble to what was.
I will keep it under wraps. I will stay behind my disguise.
You will see what I want you to see.
As I twist inside and I wait. If you could only know.
Brush my hair from my face. Lean in and kiss me so tenderly.
Wait! No!
Not yet!
I am me and I won't go back to that place. Not now. Not just yet.
I hurt, my heart aches, I cling to the solace in just me.
I got it bad, but its only for me to know.....
Keep it to myself....
If you could just see what u mean to me and what I could mean to you, what I actually meant to u at one time.
Maybe? Someday?

Bloggin in the dark.... Bloggin in the darkness.....

I say what I mean but I say it only to me... Can't break that wall just yet.....
Someday I will tell it to the whole damn world!
I am not whole but I will be someday again and then watch out!
Maybe I will miss that ship but til then I can dream.....
Ships sail but they always come back to port.......
I feel you, I know you and I want you to see this on your own....
I will not chase. I can't and don't have it in me.
Girls have cooties, but boys do too... To old fashion but thats what I want.....
Million years have I loved you, million years will I still......




After thought:
Must give props to the ones who sang it best!
Props to Usher ~ You got it bad~ and Babyface ~ Nobody Knows it But Me~

This could be me or is it? Do I know? Do u know? Only time will tell.....